i'm sure that one day the day that i don't want happen will come too,,
that feeling i'm very sure it's not love,,it the same feeling that i have with others people too,,,
How i became very sure about it?? i know that i can't play with others people feeling,,,
but it's true that i likes him because of love,,but it's not as partner of my life it because he is my friends,,after all,,same with my others friend too,,
Once again,,i make other people sad,,,stress also,,,how come??
don't you dare,,,ask me how,,because i'm also don't know how it happen,,
it's true that myself make it feel complicated,,
After that,,,i make up my mind,,that i will not make guy feel worst,,embarrassing,,,
shame,,and,,others negative thing,,,i notify that i will speak as usual,,,or i says,,not to make their feel more pity,,when they with me,,,and be awkward when i'm with you,,,
Lastly,,i want to says that,,who always with me,,,maybe,,the relationship will become any longer if i'm still alive,,,because my heart is full with all memory that we have done,,,
you should feel better because even i'm not love you,,but i'm still love you as my best friends,,
