english:

Letters spilled from an old book one is reading a piece
Poor letter without the recipient's address and just add a stamp


"How are you?"
"What is unchanging?"
"I got used to a little over there?"
"It is one year since we met."
"The letter not used to it a little embarrassing."


Of unreadable blurred read ahead
Afraid of running a brush fades
I wonder if you laugh at me stupid?
Or will you cry with wonder?


You took that day asphalt
Respectfully letter accompanied a bouquet of chrysanthemums


Weasel did you disappear without saying goodbye
I left like a broken projector
The tough but gentle on delicate self-indulgence
Remember to keep your projected

japanese:

読みかけの本からこぼれた 古ぼけた一枚の手紙
宛先と切手を添えるだけの 受け取り手のない 可哀想な手紙

「元気ですか?」
「変わりないですか?」
「そちらには少し慣れましたか?」
「出会いから丸一年ですね。」
「慣れない手紙は少し照れますね。」

その先が読めないの 滲んで読めないの
色褪せるのが怖くて 筆を走らせる
バカな私を見て あなた笑うかしら?
それとも一緒に泣いてくれるかしら?

あの日あなたを奪った アスファルト
菊の花束 謹んで添えた手紙

さよならも言わないで 消えてったずるい人
残された私 壊れた映写機みたい
我がままで 強がりで でも優しくて 繊細な
あなたを忘れない 映し続ける

DEDICATE FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE

It being soon or after,,i might feel joyful,,,with someone,,,
i'm sure that one day the day that i don't want happen will come too,,
that feeling i'm very sure it's not love,,it the same feeling that i have with others people too,,,


How i became very sure about it?? i know that i can't play with others people feeling,,,
but it's true that i likes him because of love,,but it's not as partner of my life it because he is my friends,,after all,,same with my others friend too,,


Once again,,i make other people sad,,,stress also,,,how come??
don't you dare,,,ask me how,,because i'm also don't know how it happen,,
it's true that myself make it feel complicated,,


After that,,,i make up my mind,,that i will not make guy feel worst,,embarrassing,,,
shame,,and,,others negative thing,,,i notify that i will speak as usual,,,or i says,,not to make their feel more pity,,when they with me,,,and be awkward when i'm with you,,,


Lastly,,i want to says that,,who always with me,,,maybe,,the relationship will become any longer if i'm still alive,,,because my heart is full with all memory that we have done,,,
you should feel better because even i'm not love you,,but i'm still love you as my best friends,,