Saturday, June 25, 2011

MY WORLD   BECOME MISERY

When he try seducing me…
I became really awkward when he stare me like want to eat me…
Why he became in that way???
Am I do anything wrong at him???
I don’t think so…
The way he gaze at me it’s really something that I can’t describe in word…
Is there anything that he wants from me???
However, what?
How can I know when he just keep stare on me but not talk to me either…
How you want me understand it???
Using that eye contact like the way you stare toward me??
Guess that the way you want me to understand but it quite innocent
You’re  pop up like a ghost…
You follow me like you are my shadow…
But I never realize that you will always protect me as same as mother who protect their child…
When I come toward you…
You raised straight the hall…
My hearts become ache when you rose away…
What the meaning of that feeling???
Is there anything that still I not realize about this feeling???
Is that the feeling that you want telling me using that eye contact???
How I become so blind about that???
You keep waiting me until I realize by myself the feeling of yours toward me…
The way you smile toward me…
The soft spoken of yours with me…
The way you stare at me…
How you angry with me is different…
Like you never want to be mad with me…
Your attitude is not same as you show to your friend and me …
I like that entire characteristic about you…
Damn…
How I want you very much…
Either I or my heart trembling wanted you more than friends…did
My mind still working hard how to assume you as my dearest…
When you embrace me with that arm of yours…
You make me so comfortable…
You urges me like you will never find me either…
You arouse my interest…
When the heat in our body desire very much…
It makes me hottest…
Like I stand under the sun…
However, neither me nor you…
We still can’t make a part…
We still young person…
We still need our parents to teach us how to become a good human…
We cannot sell our virgin before the time that should will come one day…
As the smart teenage…
You suppose know how to train yourself from become a wild person…
Such as high social…
Clubbing, doing part each other…
So he or she suppose know their gap…
In Islamic we know if we do that thing we will been throw in hell…
So people…
Try to learn how to became a good girl or woman or ladies…
Boy or man or guys out there…
Keep in mind and keep away from Satan whisper…
Don’t you dare listen to all that evil spirit…
Because when you listen and follow what they say…
God will never ever forgiving you until you apologize for what you have don…


Friday, June 24, 2011

TIGA WAJAH

SATU WAJAH...
TERJAWAB SEGALA PERSOALAN SEMALAM
TEGUH MENGHADAPI SEGALA CABARAN
BIARPUN MASIH MENGGUGAT KEWIBAWAAN...


DUA WAJAH...
HARAPAN BERTUKAR KEPADA IMPIAN
PERMINTAAN MASIH BERTERUSAN
NAMUN KUKUH BERSAMA KEKUATAN...


TIGA WAJAH...
KEKABURAN HILANG DIBAWA KENYATAAN
PELUANG DIPERGUNA TANPA KERAGUAN
GEMILANG TIBA TIDAK DILEPASKAN...


NAMUN TIGA WAJAH, KINI MENJADI SATU!!!

SURAT RINDU KEPADA KASIH

KATAKANLAH,
JALAN TERBUKA INI
YANG MENJALAR DARI PUNCAK GUNUNG,
MELINGKAR
LEMBUT PERLAHAN,
BERHENTI SEBENTAR DI TITIAN
DI ARUS SUNGAI TELAH KULEMPARI BATU-BATU
KECIL
DI HUJUNG EMBUN MENITIS SEBUAH RINDU
AKU MENCAIRKAN CINTA


KAU MELIHATKU BEGITULAH SAAT KEINGINAN
DIRI TERBENTUR
HUJUNG TUMITKU YANG PECAH DARI RETAKAN
TERHALUS
MEMBELAH DAN PERIH TIBA-TIBA MENYENTUH
AIR ASIN LAUT-MU
MATA KIAN PEDIH BILA MALAM-MALAM
MENUNGGU


KAU, KEKASIH
AKU MELUTUT DI RAHAMAT-MU
SEBUAH CINTA SEBENARNYA BERADA
DI KEPAK-MU, AKU MENGHULUR TANGAN 
MENAMPUNG TITIS SUCI
DI TABURAN HARUMAN KASIH
AKU TELAH KELU
TUHANKU


BERSAMA-MU
CINTA MENJADI MANIKAM DENGAN SERIBU
WARNA
SEKALIAN PARA KEKASIH MENGHIMPUN
KENANGAN
SEMUA TELAH MENGETEPIKAN JANJI
ATAU AKU YANG DULU SERING MEMBISIK DAN
MERINDUI


KINI
CINTA MENJADI SATTU
AKU TELAH MASUK KE AWAN TERBELAH
KE SEBUAH PINTU RELA
PENENTUAN-MU, YA RABBI.

HOW COULD IT BE?

FIRST TIME WHEN I MEET YOUR EYES...
I CAN READ YOUR PAIN TROUGH YOUR EYES...
IT QUITE DIFFICULT FOR ME TO DESCRIBE HOW PAIN YOU ARE...
BUT...
AS MUCH I CAN SEE IT...
THERE STILL HOPE FOR YOU TO RELEASE THE BURDEN FROM YOUR MIND...


IT MAKE MY HEARTBEAT BECOME FASTER WHEN THE FIRST TIME I BEEN TALKING WITH YOU...
HOW IT BECOMES IN THAT WAY???
I KEEP ASKING MYSELF...
KEEP REPEATING THE QUESTION IN MY MIND...
BEFORE I REALIZE IT...
I'M ASKING MY FRIENDS WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH ME???
I TELL MY FRIENDS HOW MY FEEL TOWARDS HIM...
THEN THEY MADE CONCLUSION THAT I ALREADY FALL IN THE GAZE OF HIS EYES...


WHEN I WALK WITH HIM...
MY HEART POUNDING VERY FAST...
UNTIL MY BREATH IS UNSTABLE AT ALL...
I THINK I WILL COLLAPSE IN THAT TIME TOO...
BECAUSE I ALREADY SHIVERING FROM TOP TO TOE...
IT BECAUSE THE SOFT SPOKEN OF HIM...
MAKE ME LIKE ICE BERG MELTING INTO THE SEA...
HOW COULD IT BE IN THAT WAY???


AM I REALLY FALL IN HOW YOU GAZE AT ME???
THE GAZE THAT FULL WITH PAIN,HEARTLESS,ANGER, AND PASSIONATE...
HOW CAN I BE FALL WITH ALL THAT KIND OF FEELING OF HIM???
IS THERE ANY OF STEREO LOVE THAT YOU MADE TO KEEP ME REMEMBER EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU???
HOW I'M SUPPOSE SEDUCE YOU IF YOU KEEP WATCHING ONLY FROM FAR AWAY??? 
YOU KEEP ME WAITING UNTIL MY HOPE ON YOU BECOME LESS...
GIVE ME YOUR HEART TO MAKE ME TRUST ON YOU AGAIN...
IT UNFORGETTABLE...
EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU...


EVER AFTER

THE EXPLOSION OF MY SOUL
NOW FREED IN TO HIM KEEPING
CARRIED US INTO REALITY
WHERE WE HAD DREAMED WHERE I HAD 
WISHED

TO HOLD HIM CLOSE
TO FLY THROUGH TIME
AS ONE
SKIN SO EASILY TASTED WITH KISSES
FROM LIPS SO EAGERLY AWAITING
MY TOUCH

MY HANDS RAISED WITH FREEDOM
LIFE COURSING THROUGH MY VEINS....
COME WITH ME,MY LOVE
OUR TRAVELS NOW BEGIN
WE FLY INTO THE CLOUDS
NEVER LOOKING BACK
NEVER LOOKING DOWN

FOR TIME HAS HEALED ITS MISTAKE
AND FOLDED ME INTO YOUR EMBRACE
NOW YOUR ARMS
STRONGER THAN BARS OF IRON
WILL HOLD ME CLOSE
KEEP ME NEAR
FOR NOW AND
EVERMORE


Friday, June 3, 2011

SEPASANG MATA ITU

SEPASANG MATA ITU....


Lewat tancapan mata itu
bait-bait sepi tampak dirajut halus
Perit melahar ribuan duka
nan acap menggoyah pekur
Utuh kelu bersayu




Jendela kini menjadi ruang berswarsraya
menengadah jelmaan kirmizi
Mengusut tenang sang biru lazuardi
Gerah menghambar mekar perkasihan
Memercup aura resah
Meruntun nubari




Kejora dibingkis tatapan kelintar
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Menggamit ghairah pongah
Menyusun aksara kagum
Akan hamparan luas sayup membumi




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