Thursday, December 23, 2010

english:
Letters spilled from an old book one is reading a piece
Poor letter without the recipient's address and just add a stamp


"How are you?"
"What is unchanging?"
"I got used to a little over there?"
"It is one year since we met."
"The letter not used to it a little embarrassing."


Of unreadable blurred read ahead
Afraid of running a brush fades
I wonder if you laugh at me stupid?
Or will you cry with wonder?


You took that day asphalt
Respectfully letter accompanied a bouquet of chrysanthemums


Weasel did you disappear without saying goodbye
I left like a broken projector
The tough but gentle on delicate self-indulgence
Remember to keep your projected
japanese:

読みかけの本からこぼれた 古ぼけた一枚の手紙
宛先と切手を添えるだけの 受け取り手のない 可哀想な手紙

「元気ですか?」
「変わりないですか?」
「そちらには少し慣れましたか?」
「出会いから丸一年ですね。」
「慣れない手紙は少し照れますね。」

その先が読めないの 滲んで読めないの
色褪せるのが怖くて 筆を走らせる
バカな私を見て あなた笑うかしら?
それとも一緒に泣いてくれるかしら?

あの日あなたを奪った アスファルト
菊の花束 謹んで添えた手紙

さよならも言わないで 消えてったずるい人
残された私 壊れた映写機みたい
我がままで 強がりで でも優しくて 繊細な
あなたを忘れない 映し続ける

Sunday, December 19, 2010

DEDICATE FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE

It being soon or after,,i might feel joyful,,,with someone,,,
i'm sure that one day the day that i don't want happen will come too,,
that feeling i'm very sure it's not love,,it the same feeling that i have with others people too,,,


How i became very sure about it?? i know that i can't play with others people feeling,,,
but it's true that i likes him because of love,,but it's not as partner of my life it because he is my friends,,after all,,same with my others friend too,,


Once again,,i make other people sad,,,stress also,,,how come??
don't you dare,,,ask me how,,because i'm also don't know how it happen,,
it's true that myself make it feel complicated,,


After that,,,i make up my mind,,that i will not make guy feel worst,,embarrassing,,,
shame,,and,,others negative thing,,,i notify that i will speak as usual,,,or i says,,not to make their feel more pity,,when they with me,,,and be awkward when i'm with you,,,


Lastly,,i want to says that,,who always with me,,,maybe,,the relationship will become any longer if i'm still alive,,,because my heart is full with all memory that we have done,,,
you should feel better because even i'm not love you,,but i'm still love you as my best friends,,







Saturday, November 27, 2010

life that i want to have,,,

I always have a dream,,bad dream,,nice dream,,but,,only one dream that always repeated,,
why its always be like this,,,
my friends always says,,if our dream is repeating then it might come true,,,,wow~~


Is it true???


Well maybe,,,it's will come true,,,but is it real??
Did we must believe it??
But how??


haha,,,


Now i want to story about the life that i want,,,,


You know,,i really want him,,to be on my side,,,yet,,,i realize,,that,,,that he will go far,,far away from me,,,my life,,,my life is same as bud,,,is that so,,,
from far away,,i know about him in one place that all pupil have to gathered,,


i know it should not be like this,,it gone be rune,,
it seem that i only dream to be with him,,




i very like when he still want to keep in touch with me,,
but,,
totally,,,
i still feel depressed,,,
i taught that,,,we might lost contact again,,after that one night,,
but,,i wrong,,he still,,treat me as i treat him,,,,even,,he want go to sleep,,, ;)


bukan nak kacau,,tapi,,dia la sape soh xnk btw,,,6b phone die ue asli ke x,,,kan da kene basuh satu mlm,,,hehe,,,


but,,i'm very excited to know about him,,,even i still postpone my request,,,
knowing him,,give me brand new,,,,dream,,,


berangan je tw nyer,,,hehehe,,,


postpone,,mmg kene postpone dulu ar,,,
nak belajar,,,still in secondary,,,x bole cintan cintun,,,(mama cakap)


hehehe,,,


to my friends that who will read,,about my dream,,,
i wish,,that,,your dream,,will might become true,,,
hopefully,,,,


i wish,,i wish,,with all my heart,,,to become with him,,,who will lend into my heart,,,


klu adw salah,,or tunggang t blik,,,tolong comment ok,,
i will wait,,,


hehe,,jgn nk gatal2,,tem da nk amek spm,,,


too many imagination,,,,^^,




















Thursday, July 29, 2010

what happen if i,,,


SAY: GOSH WHAT HAPPEN WITH ME DA,,,SINCE,,,IT HAPPEN IN ONE DAY,,,
IT HAPPEN AGAIN 
IT APPEAR AGAIN,,
RIGHT BEHIND ME,,,

HUHUHU,,,,,,,,big elephant ????

amazing,,,beban yg aq tgung same la cm gmbr ue,,,
dan yg bg bban ue,,adalah president yg x gne ue,,

skit nye ati,,,bleeding aw

prefect,,huh,,indeed,,,such like in hell,,,
when they do such annoying things,,,
it make me feel worst,,,
hell,,,

yup,,e2 la lembaga pengawas,,,

knpe bru cter skrg,,,

hm,,, well u c,,,

ade owg mgkin akn bc cter ne,,,

mgkin xde sape pn respect pgwas lg,,,

n mgkin,,

pndg rendah pd lmbg pgwas,,,














Monday, June 28, 2010

macam mane nak jadi baik???

begitu payah menghadapi dugaan yang mendatang,,yang termampu hanya la dengan berusaha menyelesaikan dengan bijak dan tenang,,,secara asas,,i'm not people in that way,,,i have my own perspective,,even i thought it will make me go in hell,,,what a shame,,,i could not stand headphone when i heard song by sami yusuf and ahmed bukhatir and yusuf islam,,i fill like a dwarfs,,,so tiny with in islam,,,mcm mne nk jd baek klu batas pergaulan x rti nk d'jg,,arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! hated with all that kind of hell,,,, 

Monday, May 17, 2010

THE DAY IN MY HEAD

TODAY,,EHEM2,,,,


okep,,p.a,,da,,ari ne g tusyen p.a tah pape je,,,jd,,tok ilg kn rs,,pnt tgk bku,,kter buat penyingahan,,,di,,,jeng2,,,



kami d'hntr oleh ckgu tusyen kami,,mr hasanol,,naek kete,,,



                                                         
pstu,,msuk,,,,
                                                          
then kami membeli mcm2 stuff ,,,like,,,
                                                            
and,,,,,


                                                          

adoi,,,bku manyak2 mne bole bwk,,,,

so,,half,,mne yg da baca plg blik,,mn yg blom sume pas to me....

blik uma,,,,



                                                           
setel kan pe yg ptt,,,lps sume owg xra kt uma


i told you,,comic is the best,,,,so i start my reading,,,
for the second story,,aisey,,,so sad lea,,at the end of the story,,,
mari tengok cter ape,,,



                                      

nangis de,,,mak oi,,,,terharu rs,,,
tp ne versi comic,,versi movie pn ade,,, kjp ea,,,
                                                  
                                             http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UNxJw9KEds


hah,,juz click link 2,,t kowg  jmp la movie dyer,,hopely kowg enjoy,,

Sunday, May 16, 2010










HAPPY TEACHERS DAY,,,,,


but wait,,i had something  for u,,,ne kes,,langgar tingkap,,meleleh leleh darah ue,,fuh!!!
my life in air,,,


hi,,name fit,,,
well u know,,i always fill sick with my own life,,,
but i'm the strongest girl that can rule all boys in school,,
hahahaha,,,,,na,,,,
that's not the point,,,with my title today,,,
ok start,,translate in bm,,,


fuh!!jenoh de,,,,physic+add math+bio+chemist+p.a...
payah ue,,next week da start midterm exam,,mau x hantok kpale je an,,,sick,,
so,,be prepare,,with exam,,,

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